christ666's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Meshuggah Today I feel really happy. I get to spend a couple hours with Hideko. I'm starting to feel so much closer with her now. It's all starting to fit. She was so beautiful today. She is a gentle kisser. I like that. She makes me really happy. And nervous, but that good nervous. She makes me feel like I'm special among all of the other piles of shit. I feel great. I'm taking a break from work right now, I just figured I'd write something in here as quickly as I could. So things are good. I'm starting to feel a lot less tired all the time. As I drag on the keyboards. I heard some really bad news about Bitch. I'm so incredibly sorry. If you need to talk, you know where I live. I was a little upset last night. Let's just say I was tired of "swimming" I broke a drumstick. Squint your eyes to see clearly. Blur reality to make it real Let focus go from your deceiving eyes to know what's been concealed We've all been blinded - Subjects to visual misinformation A systematic denial of the crystalline To see the fine grain, to read the hidden words The context of parallel truth - Devoid of fragmentation Our light-induced image of truth - Filtered blank of its substance As our eyes won't adhere to intuitive lines Everything examined, Separated, one thing at a time The harder we stare the more complete the disintegration. -Dissolution Eyes re-opened, Reasoning focalized, Receptors activated Perspectives distorted The ladder beyond our grasp The twin-headed serpent forever hidden Where's the true knowledge - Where engines of the sane & insanity merge The clarity. The unity Reality untouchable, transparent, invisible to our fixed, restricted fields of vision Existence taken for granted. -Absolute Possessed, owned, controlled By the common sense-infected rational gaze Onward forever we walk among the ignorant Never stray from the common lines 10:46 p.m. - 2003-06-14 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
||||||