christ666's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- From green to red our days pass by, we wait for a sign to tell us why Work: I'm working for 22 hours this next week. I'll be making a lot of money in time. Friends: Hung out with Robb, Daniel, and Daniel's fiance, Monica. We watched Star Wars and ate food. We also lit off bottle rockets. It was much fun. I haven't "hung" out with them in a while. Family: My mother left this morning and has already made fifty bucks. Come on college fund! Band: See Friends. Emotional status: Much better today due to this morning. Love: I haven't slept since in 39 hours and had a lot of time to think about things. Most of the thinking took place in the morning. It was about 4:45 in the morning and I decided to watch the sunrise. I sat outside with a glass of ice water and thought about everything while I watched the beautiful sun. I've narrowed down my reasons for being so upset and came up with ways to fix my situation. I thought more about what I look for in not only people, but also relationships. What I need, what I give, and what I feel. Things made a lot more sense to me, and things that unfortunetely didn't work out, became exactly that, not a soap opera episode. And now, I've finally "woken up" with a fresh start. Time to do things the way I meant to do them. They search continues.... -Flower 12:50 a.m. - 2003-06-29 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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