christ666's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- You look at the glass as half empty, You look at the glass as half full....I look at the glass as too fucking big I have not updated my diary with an qualifying entry since I had felt that I should right in my diary. What the fuck does that mean? Well, most important of news...I am officially the happiest boy/man/possible woman in the world. My Rapunzel has given me her heart and I have given her mine. My friends, I have found a happiness that I have never found before. And I'm afraid to wake up. But I'm assured that I won't. For starters, she sang to me about an hour ago. Oh boy was that incredible. It lifted me in the air. I literally felt high. My arms were shaking. She has the voice of a siren, just without that after results of killing the man. Her voice is the most beautiful I've heard, and that's not because she's my ladyfriend - Whoops! I mean GIRLFRIEND!! Nobody can possible pull me from these clouds. I'm like the little guy in Mario Bros that rides the cloud with the face on it and dumps all of the eggs and she's the cloud with the face, only this face is the most beautiful in the Nintendo business. Except my eggs are not dangerous spikey creatures, but rather eggs of love, or bombs of love. A magic mushroom cloud of care. As far as the band. HA HA HA HA! What band!! First of all, the band that I'm actually in is doing fine. Of course this band is the Himpees. Steve, Becky, and I are performing Crash in Nov. I'm very excited, though my Rapunzel cannot be there. As for my other band...I again have left my position as guitar player. It wasn't under strict pressure or my personal feelings towards the guys. I just didn't feel that I wanted to do it anymore. I just woke up one day and realized that I didn't feel like it. Basically because I need to explore myself musically. I'm working harder on orchestra and I'm currently working on a solo project. To Daniel and Shawn, my sincerest apologies for the abrupt and unexpected absence, though from what I hear you had plenty to say about, and I hope that you work things out. Please understand that it's not that I feel the band didn't have potential, I just didn't want to be apart of that potential. Best wishes to the future. Drive safe... I tried getting a hold of Robb today, but I never had the chance. Him and I were suppose to get together and work on some guitar parts. Though he did have to work tonight. Although I don't believe he should, considering he almost died from the bacterial infection given to him by the raw meat at Wendy's. And to think that that's one of my favorite places to eat Hamburglers. Not hamburgers, but hamburglers. Not Gotham, GAAAThumb, G-A-A-A-THUMB, GAAAThumb. Steve and I are thinking about renting out the auditorium for a night and just jam out. With Becky most likely, we'll just play a bunch of tunes. It would be fun. Happy, happy, hahahaha I sort of had a quarrel through guestbook entries with Penny. That is why I don't encourage people to read my diary. For one, it's a diary. Then again, it is online, dddddduuuuuuuurrrrrrrrr....and aslo, nobody knows where I'm coming from, what I'm talking about, my approach, or my reasons. Particularly with Penny, she misunderstood an entry that I was trying to make good of, or trying to send a good message. I was not trying to hurt anyone, except for one kniving little bastard. But that's just because I love to hate. For those that think I've distanced myself from the Drama department, that's not true. I have drifted somewhat, but that's only because I don't belong. I do not try to delete myself from the lives that I care for and could not have survived junior year without. Calvin, for his extreme generosity and love, Kristy, for being my Grace and always smiling on a rainy day, Sylvia, for being unbelievably cute and teaching me how to be happy on unhappy occasions, Steve, because........well....8=============D, Josh, cuz you're crazy and have the same name as me, WYLD!!, Todd, because you are the cutest midget, Hedwig, because I'm your angry inch, and you are my Hedwig, Utah, because Mormon's are fucking hilarious, James, because you are the nicest pornstar in the world, Chris, because you can't go one day without cracking a gay joke to him, and Penny, because you came to Caldwell and changed all of our lives. I'm here for you and you know it. Maybe it's the mood I'm, because it can't possibly taken away, considering it was given by my love herself, but I feel like playing a show for only the drama people and my muse. My muse.... For you I would crawl Through the darkest dungeon Climb the castle wall If you're my Rapunzel Olive juice I rrrrruuuuuuuuufffffffff you I love you -Flower 9:32 p.m. - 2003-10-28 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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