christ666's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- .............. I feel like I have so much to say, but I don't know exactly how to say it. I think I understand now what my "things" are, and I know why they are there. Last night was a complete failure. We only made $271 and I don't think that's a sensible donation. I feel very...I don't know. I just hate everything. I say too much shit like this...but I hate everything. Last night made me feel unbelievably worthless, and today is like the hangover from that shame. I'm so fucking aggrevated at life. But I know that I shouldn't be upset about it, because I know people are suffering more than I am. I just wish I knew what was going on. I just wish I could figure things out. I don't even feel like doing anything today. I don't even feel like watching friends. I don't know what to do... 1:19 p.m. - 2004-04-11 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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