christ666's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Claire....or Kate.......which name is better? I don't know exactly how to handle the situation I assume I caused. I'm not persecuting her for wanting to live her dream. I don't know how it happened either. I took the news in shock, and naturally, we just stopped talking. I talked to her for two seconds yesterday, and it felt uncomfortable, and that was the first time I realized that we weren't talking. I started to look back on it, and notice that we never spoke. It was like the movie 13 going on 30. All of a sudden, a month passed by, and I realized that we weren't talking. I guess there is a difference of 16 years and 11 months. This has just been a really bad week. CHS Unplugged was a failure, I told my ex something I probably shouldn't have, because of these events, I got completely and utterly drunk Sunday and Monday, and I realized I'm not a fun drunk when I'm by myself, Missed school Tuesday, stayed up late night finishing a project I failed, worked all day at an orchestra festival on two hours of sleep, and missed school today because of my fatigue. I need to get things together. 8:31 p.m. - 2004-04-15 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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