christ666's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Not Superman Simply put, in reference to the last entry...I had a bad couple days, and I guess it's still kind of dragging on. Hey Josh, How's Life? Taking forever. To top it off, I spent an hour with a couple beyond in love. Bastards. SERIOUSLY THOUGH...Personal essays. I have to write one. To some people, it can be interpreted in different ways, and I guess written in even more unique ways. Myself, the story of the comic/sci-fi/unbelievably-hopless-romantic/musician's life in a nutshell. Pretty much another sobstory to myself. Because it seems all I can do is sulk and loathe myself lately. Bitch Bitch Bitch. All I do is bitch. That's another thing I'm sorry for. That I always have to find fault with life and never be thankful that I had you. But don't get me wrong...I couldn't have been more appreciative of life with you. Life with you made me who I am. Life with you made me a better person. But with you gone, I have to find my own ways to become a better person. And that's difficult to do. Especially when you hate yourself as much as I. It's like I said to a very important person...you gave me the cape to fly, but really I'm just Jimmy Olsen...not Superman. 10:40 p.m. - 2004-08-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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