christ666's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Rapunzel Yesterday was quite an inadequate day. I made Stephanie cry, my paranoia has risen to extreme high, and above all, I don't have a date for this Friday. How shitty is that? She denies that she has a boyfriend, but I don't understand why Davin would just tell me that. Davin has never told a serious lie to me. I trust him with my life. I don't expect him to lead me in the wrong direction. I wasn't trying to avoid her or prove a point or anything. I just didn't know what to do. So I remained silent the entire time. I figured if I said anything, it would be something inappropriate or something. How do I apologize for this? I'm such a fucking dick. I have to register for school today. I'm dreading about seeing a couple people. Some others I think I would be completely stoked about seeing. Who knows? I take my senior pictures tonight. I'm going to some crack alleys to take my serious pics, and I'm going to a park for my more mature pics. I keep thinking about someone. Not who I expect to be thinking about. I'm not sure what it means. It's nothing serious or anything. I just keep thinking. And I hate to hear Steve talk about her and him most likely ending up together in a month. Mostly because I wander if she is aware of this information. Hmm. Something to think about even more. I think I'm going to get ready for registration now. Ok, here I go. But another song would be nice. Something uplifting is in order... Open wide Oh, so good I'll eat you Take me for a ride In your sweet delicious Perfect little mouth Thereupon I linger You will have no doubt That I'll do my best for you, I do Love Let's stop to get it going Lost myself just thinking About the two of us From each other drinking Begin with the lips Fingertips and kissing Turn me inside out I do my best for you Up and down we go From the top you push me This is such a thrill Lost in love and dancing Shake your tambourine You blow my head open Of one thing I'm sure I do my best for you I do For you I would crawl Through the darkest dungeon Climb the castle wall If you are my Rapunzel You let your hair down Right in through your window Good they locked the door 'Cause I do my best for you I think the world of you All of my heart I do Blood through my veins for you You alone have all of me I give my world to you To you I will be true Too good to be real The smell of something cooking My soul you're to steal Food of love we're filling What you've given me For it there is no measure Of one thing I am know Is I'll give my best for you I think the world of you With all of my heart I do This blood through my veins for you You alone have all of me From you my strength is so full To carry your burdens, too And I give my world to you Hip lock up so tight You drive me crazy Crazy is all right With you looking at me You make me feel high Every single thing you do to me is like I'm drunk I'll do my best for you, I do 11:18 a.m. - 2003-08-12 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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